Lonesome

[Verse 1] My good ideas Become bad ideas Every morning In my bed And I've been trying hard Just to get along With these thoughts Cuz they want me dead Now I've been watching things Now I've been reading things Now I've been hearing things Now here I am And I am so damn bored Because I know the score And what I was fighting for Was a scam [Chorus] Sometimes This heart Will pump away the rust again And you will meet An idealized me [Verse 2] My bad ideas Were once good ideas Because of drugs Drink Both But I'm sober now And I've somehow Havе to convince myself To get еm done And now I know it's hard Just to get along Cuz I am full time wrong And it's damned [Chorus] Sometimes This heart Will pump away the rust again And I will feel Real feelings Like humans and all the rest [Bridge] And I will pray It holds back Now I'm falling Days like rain all the time Seasons calling And I'll need more than wine [Chorus] Sometimes This heart Will pump away the rust again And you'll meet An idealized Me