I'm Not Living Here

Snippets: [Verse 1] You say love can never happen to You say this was all a part of you You say I could never happen to you But I'm just instead, tripping in the pocket I'm not well here because I'm not wearing new, woah-oh And all these empty little dreams, those are the words I know Don't have anything to tell you here in the backroom [Chorus] But you know I'm living for this anguish time Live a little longer still With a little bit of anger in my veins A little bit of anger in my brain And some self-loathing in my pockеt A little bit of sunshine in my soul I'm not living for you now I'm just searching for my homе ... I'm lifeless, helpless, sleeping on the job I'm reckless, careless, living with a war And I spared this helplessness, I killed my soul, woah And they won't love me when the lights are low And they won't need me when I can't be sold And I'm not perfect when I get this cold ... And I can feel it in my veins Ripping like a tidal wave Bet ya never check your heart rate at the door You know I'll never kill the rage I can feel it in my veins Falling like a house in flames Know I'll never get out of this moment Singing that I'll never kill the pain In my veins In my veins In my veins