Chapter III

Breaking through the normalcy The panic makes its entrance New glass upon the floor, it only mingles with the old How can I feel so fucking guarded And be totally defenseless Parts of me are burning Parts of me are cold A part of me feels so goddamn apart from me It's scaring me Try to pull myself together Gain composure Take a breath and just hold it, hold it Now exhale I am in control and if I wait, the feeling passes Now hold up, just hold up Though this newly founded confidence is admirable It's tattered and it's frayed and now it's standing in my way So just cut the act No one has their life together No one has it figured out But they all make the best of it while you take the worst parts and Stitch them all together Make an effigy and stick it full of pins so you'll remember You're in this alone You made yourself a martyr And it feels so good to fall on the sword It feels so good to fall on the sword But what the fuck are we falling for Breaking through the confidence The panic grabs a hold of my neck And drags me through the shatters closer to the door Whether it's an entrance or an exit is up to you, it mentions Parts of me are screaming Some part of me can't make out a word I can't make out a word I can't make out a word Paranoid and nauseous, I collapse We’ve got him right where we want him Keep it up, keep it up, keep it up now Tear his fucking heart from his chest Right out Make a run for it Salvage what you can and just Stitch them all together Make an effigy and stick it full of pins so you'll remember You're in this alone You made yourself a martyr And it feels so good to fall on the sword It feels so good to fall on the sword But what the fuck are we falling for Never drowning Never really drowning but never really out of the water Never drowning Never really drowning but never really out of the... Water It surrounds me Picks me up into the sky and wraps me up until I’m drowning Don’t bother to save me Let the waves take hold and change me I dove in Tried to put myself together but the pieces never fit to begin I dove in, I dove in You can’t pull somebody out If you have never known how deep they were (in)