Changing My Mind

First it's the changing of the seasons, then The changing of my mood Try to convince myself it's Gonna get better It's gotta get better than Staring out my cold window Dreading the first sight of snow It'll be 6 months 'till I feel happy again And as the temperature keeps falling, I Begin to fall as well Into the dull routine of Trying at something Failing and giving up Seems that this time every year Motivation turns to fear Only six more months 'til I feel happy Watch as the cold Turns my house into an ice tomb All I wanna do is go outside But the snow Keeps me stuck inside a bedroom Winter's here and I feel awful I don't enjoy the season's greetings or The holiday gifts and cards All of the gatherings I Used to look forward to Now I'm replacing with Watching Spongebob on my own 'Cause I'd rather be alone There is just no way that this is healthy New Year's again One more resolution I won't keep Saint Valentine Massacres my heart as always Once all the snow Has been washed away I'll Spring forward again Not too long now I can make it through if I don't drown Watch as the rain Turns the icicles to flowers Yeah, they're nice But what about the sky? Stuck inside Taking shelter from the showers Spring is here, but I just wanna cry This lack of steady sunlight Is clouding up my mind It's keeping me from making anything Worthwhile at all No songs, no lyrical confession Just writer's block caused by depression But I will keep on trying anyway Just gotta believe that When the weather's nice and clear My fear will disappear Watch as the rays Turn my lethargy to motion I no longer feel the end is nigh Giving up? I won't entertain the notion Summer's here and I don't wanna die Summer's here and I don't wanna die Summer's here and I don't wanna die