Good times

Just give me one good time Nobody is looking at me anyway Nobody is looking at me anyway Yo Yo [Verse 1] I know that I'm hardcore, know how to start wars Know how to scar yours in a fist fight 'Cause toughness is our floor, warriors that bar nor But this one is far tore up on this night Some people show it and then, some people hide it But other people they do it whenever they get excited But me I can't even do it when the wrongs all mine I'm saying I've been trying to do it for a long long time I get jealous when I see people do it and it's like fluid I'm thinking how can they swallow that when I can't even chew it I guess God seen it fit to label me the consoler Bestowed upon a broken show and forever be the shoulder My mission is plain to see, it's freaking insanity I'm wishing the pain in me would just leave me be why can't it be Simple 'cause on the real this one could die So I'm asking God Before I go just give me one good cry [Hook] If I could cry maybe one good time I could wash away all my pain and maybe free my mind After my shows it's a lonely road So I sit up all by myself trying to cleanse my soul Nobody's looking at me anyway Just give me one good time Nobody's looking at me anyway [Verse 2] Why I got to be the one to cheer up, people until they clear up When I sneeze I tear up, and then I go look in a mirror So I can see how it looks, when I really wanna know how it feels When I'm hella down I try to push, no matter how hard no water spills for real My patience is soon to go, waiting for the balloon to blow I'm thinking back to when I used to go to funerals No matter how close we were, on the inside it ached while Others be losing it, I'm wishing I could just break down And I been to a lot of them, and there's not a one That went on and got it done, no moisture that even try even to come And this ain't no tough thing, 'cause I've had enough pain Tears should be runnin' like Mustang's, man it must rain Been trying for years, but the crying been inside And the Nina so serious, there ain't no lying in his eyes And it makes me so furious, when I look and I'm in genocide Please let me break down with the pain I felt when Brian Dennis died One time.. [Hook] If I could cry maybe one good time I could wash away all my pain And maybe free my mind After my shows it's a lonely road So I sit up all by myself trying to cleanse my soul Nobody's looking at me anyway Just give me one good time Nobody's looking at me anyway [Verse 3] I look at actors crying, it's as easy as fondue But what do you do when extreme hurt is upon you Real life ain't no movie homie, and this ain't John Woo But I almost lost it at the ending of John Q And I almost lost it when Jennifer Hudson blew But I'm still waiting for that real emotion to come through Then maybe I could get a cry God Maybe one, two? Been red for life for the first time ever me want blue (What?) Give me the blues, sometimes I turn on the news And I look at all these feuds, then I try to make them ooze (Don't cry, no teardrops from your eye Poetry's music oh my, almost made me tear up about thinking about my children, no lie) Maybe I'm black hearted, you thinking damn he shady Or saying man he crazy, for the way I abandon me lady One day she can repay me, yes that woman can betray me Then I'll probably cry if not than I do it if I win me a Grammy maybe [Hook] If I could cry maybe one good time I could wash away all my pain, and maybe free my mind After my shows, it's a lonely road So I sit up all by myself trying to cleanse my soul Nobody's looking at me anyway Just give me one good time, hey, hey Nobody's looking at me anyway