Sick of sad songs

I threw 3 years away and became your biggest mistake I can't say sorry enough so I'll take it to my grave I'm starting to believe it all comes back to me I could have better days if I let them be I'm starting to believe it all comes back to me But in your darkest times I hope you run to me But now I'm wearing thin Finding ways to tear a ghost from skin Protect me from myself In my minds eye I have no one else (I have no one else) I'm sick of playing sad songs to get me by I don't want to relate to another fucked up line I'm starting to believe it all comes back to me I could have better days if I let them be I'm starting to believe it all comes back to me But in your darkest times I hope you run to me You're not that interested I'm not that interesting I'll just get what I deserve You're not that interested I'm not that interesting I'll just get what I deserve