All I Ever Do

[Intro] I was out in the streets onetime Wonderin' where was I goin' wit' my life Are we all here just to die? [Verse 1] I don't know how to react anymore All I ever do is feel sad anymore Layin' on the floor Inside my head? War Shit fucks me up to my core Try and reform when there's a constant storm Can't get rid of it, can't conform All of my happiness gets deformed Everybody gets misinformed I ain't never gonna try to outperform My problems are multi-formed [Bridge] My love? Stelliform Despite all of this I remain uniform More and more Creep up on me like a boar At this point I'm bedsore I abhor the rancor [Verse 2] I can see the contour I implore but cannot be sure Déjà Vu, I've seen this all before I'm heartsore Depression comes galore I aspire to be a stentor I just want my mistress to take me into her boudoir Lookin' around, I tend to see those cocksure Rapport sounds like a promisor Stridor upon the floor Get into a sopor wherefor you cannot ignore Theretofore I explored, went door-to-door For her, therefor I exist Sometimes I just want to slit my fucking wrists May there be a twist? My hand goes into a fist It's hard putting up with this shit [Verse 3] Fuck a bitch, get off my dick I remain unkissed, but that's about to be off my checklist My problems preexist Yes, they persist Whatever happened to the Bolsheviks? Nah, but I gotta resist, I gotta subsist Need an assist? No, desist Chat shit on my name? Blacklist Every now and then I reminisce I am not a contortionist I cannot twirl and twist One day I'll go on a moonlight tryst You're free to go, dismissed